Its not easy being myself...

2005-08-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

Whoa. Its such a hot day! My goodness, so hot! Argh. Oh my god, this sarina played dota today! haha :P Something i never imagined that would happened. Haha! Rock on! Today I went for the auditions for the play at the end of the year! I was so nervous, I could bearly read the long text. Scary! :( I kept on choking! argh! Horrible if you ask me! haha :p Tomorrow there is there is another E-maths test! Like what the... we just got back out test paper and another comes to kill us. :( I think i am gonna study now la, its gonna be hard i think!

2005-08-28T09:28:00.000+08:00

Ah.. Havent been blogging for quite awhile. This whole week pased by really quickly, I cant believe its sunday again. Hmm, I guess its that I didnt even notice it, everything passed quickly. Wee, life is good now. With holidays coming up and all, no more stress. Never had that in a long time. I got chinese tuition at 2.30. After that its just play play play! haha. I better study now, for the spelling, laters. ;)

2005-08-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Oh hi Lixainne! I never get to see you online on msn! How are you doing?? :P Argh. Crap/Depressing today. I am seriously soo annoyed. My hand actually recovered, but after a game of basketball it started hurting all over again! In fact, its even worst than before. I am soo annoyed. Tomorrow there is an emaths test and I have not even studied! I need to do my stupid English file. After that filing there is a stupid summary. My goodness, that gcm. Piling us with homwork. I need a break from all this seriously, getting very stressful now. I am getting so annoyed with people, it is changing again. Never mind will just leave it. Anyway i am gonna finish my filing and start studying fast!

2005-08-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

!!! Tomorrow there is BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY test! Argh. I am gonna die. I was just studying like mad for bio, gonna study chem for tommorrow. :( Abit nervous now. I need to do well. I must! Anyway, my stupid injured hand is even worst now. Hurts! anyway, i am gonna rush and study some more! Wish me luck!

2005-08-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hey all. Just came back from school. Seriously very very tired :( I wonder who i talked to till 1.30 last night! haha. The Physics the test today was not as difficult as i expected it to be. I hope I can do well, to keep the promise! Later on at 8, I am going to have tuition with lexatives! I really need help with this super hard chemistry/physics worksheet! Hope he can help me. I also have a Literature Essay to pass up! Super stressed now. So much to do, so little time to complete. Anyway I am going to eat dinner now. ;)

2005-08-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all. Finally a new blogskin. I got the inspiration from playing the Sonic on Sega Gens! Hmm its been a long time since i was blogging, kind off got very very lazy. I need to add some people links, which I will do later tonight. Argh tomorrow there is Physics Test! I have been studying like mad for it! I gotta do well! thanks to SOMEONE! I wonder who lied and decieved me in to promising her for getting good grades! just joking ;) I played Dota for the first time this weekend, my goodness my vendgeful spirit is really horrible. I need some expert advice on it. Well its been a good week, nothing much to say. Cant wait for school to start again, really looking forward to it this week. Anyway I am going to do the Chemisty worksheet for the first time, instead of "researching" answers of someone's else work! haha!

2005-07-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

argh! sorry for the late post! haha :) Anyway soo much have stuff happened of the 3 days of HOLIDAYS! well sort off... I have finally managed to get my contacts in! Finally! whew, a great sigh of relief there! I beat my elder Bro in tennis again! 6-1 4-6 8-6 Humiliation to him :P Just joking! I watched Initial D too! The cars were uber uber cool! It was soo good! I am listening to Feel good by the Gorillaz now, I need to feel good now, but some how i cant right now. Anyway i think i just need some time alone now. No msn, no dota, no mp3 no nothing, just need to sort out some things! :))

2005-06-29T19:32:00.000+08:00

sigh... Disappointment once again, i am not able to put on my contacts again :( I really find it so hard to poke my finger in my eye... today in school was pretty crapped up, i slept more than usual came late to school, had a little arguement with my parents. They just dont seem to understand, the picture I used to have for family have changed, guess its not so perfect. Argh... I will just leave it. I guess its my fault as usual these things happen but than, I just wont accept some things. Maybe its just me being wierd, I am not to sure neither. I am just hooked at this song that Charmaine sent me quite a long time away, its really good! Its called Way Away by YellowCard. Here are the lyrics!

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid
[chorus]
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
[chorus]
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
Letting out the noise inside of me
(Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak
(Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me
(Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak
(Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
[chorus]
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

2005-06-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

hey! today was soo fun ^^ i managed to complete my homework.. well sort off... i went 2 play tennis with my bro! haha i won him :) 6-0 4-6 6-3 I am pretty dead tired from the match. After the match, the whole family went to Tanglin Club to eat! I ate fish & chip! I think i will need the brain food for tomorrow's school... sigh... cant believe school is starting soo fast >.< Anyway, i am going to sleep now... laters all! :)

2005-06-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey! today was pretty boring, still feeling very tired from the trip and all. I think i am falling sick, got a slight sore throat :( Today, I did my ic, and made my contacts! Its really exciting, tml i will be getting it! I cant wait! Tomorrow i will have to wake up early to go to the dentist at 9. Anyway, back to the China trip, its been a really educational! I learnt how fortunate I am, how insensitive i am to people's feelings and about something i don't really want to discuss here. I decided to be more thrifty with my allowance, I also need to be more understanding with people i guess. I think that Sheng fe really thought me somethings soo valuable that it cannot be bought with any amount of cash. Its getting pretty late now, going to sleep now. Peace all! haha...

Finally back from China!!

2005-06-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hey all! I am finally back from China! There is soo much I want to say but I am not to sure where to start. The whole experience from the trip was soo fun! It was very enlightening in a way. This trip has taught me alot of valuable things that i would have never known if i stayed here in singapore. The whole entire trip was very tiring, I have a servere lack of sleep now. I will always remember about my bud over there sheng fei, whose english name is Adam. He is really cute! I gave him one of my Nike cap. Getting tired, will blog tomorrow :(

life is good :)

2005-06-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

The precamp is over! It was soo fun! haha! I very very tired! haha :)) It was really a great 4 days over there! I met a few new friends there too! But more importantly i got closer to god! I am serious! It was a very special exprience! haha! Its something i would definetely remember for the rest of my life! Anyway the China trip is around the courner 14th June... I have to be at the Airport by 6am. I cant wait! I just finished my Chinese tuition homework already ;) I have to wake up early again for tomorrows tuiton...

Wierd feeling

2005-06-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today was argh.. annoying... I felt annoyed with soo many things! argh! unbelieveable. Anyway i went jogging at Macrichi today! I jooged for 5km. I jogged all the way to SICC the Thomsand yside, it soo tired that i called my parents to pick me up! I was just too lazy to walk/jog back. I just finished packing my stuff for the precamp tml. :) hope it will be fun! I cant wait for my 2nd bro to come back to Singa! He coming back on Monday early morning, i wont be there to pick him up though.. oh well...

lost... disappointed

2005-06-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

wahahaha :( i lost today again in the third round of the tournament... I lost to marcus tay... seeded #3.. It was not exactly even a match, it was pretty much ownage... 6-0 6-1. I am pretty much disappointed with myself, soo many unforced errors! I went to Lay's house too, me Iain Marcus and Uwei did some babysitting. haha! We babysitted that Ming Hao, we were playing Star Wars?!?!? haha.. It was fun though! Just came back from chinese tuiton, I had it with Chee Jun and Ben.. Its good to see good old friends :)

what day

2005-05-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

today was okie.. I went to school for physics remedial, at least i know my stuff now... Went back to coronation to play dota again. We got owned by some Pros... -_-" Me and sugi had a long talk on the overhead bridge at coro.. haha! we talked for like 30 mins. I found out soo much things about him! Went jogging today, but i was feeling very down, didnt really run, got some sore eyes, really really annoying me ;'( anyway gotta study for chinese tuition tml..

^^ fun day! haha

2005-05-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today was really fun ^^ This morning I woke up at 7 to go to Acs(barker), i got ready at like 7.45 or so... After calling so many people, no one answered so i figured everyone be late, so i went there around 9! I was soo late... sorry... After that i went Waffle Town to drink my favourite milkshake with more ice cream! After that we went to cronation to play lan! I cant believe we played for 5 hours! ahh! That was insane.... It was pretty fun. We owned some other barker road people actually uwei did, haha! I was like onli supporting! He and his meta style! haha... We went to eat at mac, was uber hungry... I ate a quater pounder meal and a 6 piece nugget! I finished it all! ahh.... Anyway, back home now, very very tired... tml i got physics extra classes at 10, after that i got to go for bball training, i need to learn tuition spelling also for tuesday! I won yesterday match! haha he was seeded 14! haha won 6-0 7-5! gotta play again on tuesday 1.30

holidays

2005-05-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

Finally I dont have to blog for my stupid english! really sorry joel for not updating =P School is finally over... This first half of the year has been a very tiring one :( We had telematches in school today! It was really really fun! I had flour all over myself! I was WHITE! ahh! haha... later after that, i went to next salon to cut my hair with lix, alan and debbie! The people there really had a difficult time getting out all of the flour stuck to our heads! haha! nevertheless today was good :) yup!

Wednesday

2005-05-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Nokia,
Haha! I am at the badminton hall updating my blog! I have just finished a very tiring match against iain. I beat him 15-5! After the school, me, uwei, debbie and kathi went to Coffee Bean! I drank my favourite drink, the Vanila Iceblend without whipped cream! I have already done all my homework today. so i am going to watch Coach Carter!
Yours,
Nicholass

2005-05-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Nokia,
What a day! Today was really bad! First i was not feeling so well, I went to play badminton for like 3 hours! I really feel horrible now. The stupid thief stold this Iain's badminton racket again! There must be somthing done! Its getting very irritating...
Yours,
Nicholas

One crazy monday...

2005-05-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

Dear Nokia,
Today was one of my worst day of my life. First me and Lay didnt go for coffee again. I am soo disappointed in her! I am just joking lay. Today, her Muscle Power 88 and Iain's Badminton racket got stolen! I am soo angry! The Muscle Power 88 is one of my favourite rackets! :(

Yours,
Nicholas.

haha! finally some help!

2005-05-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

, ;) i think its okie now i guess...it got neatened... haha i dun wanna do anything else anymore! lazy! blogging is time consuming besiness... wahah!

Finishing the final touches for the blog...

2005-05-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

!!! finally, its finishing... well sort off... i finished linking uwei and lay, will do the rest tml, needa study for physics and file my bio worksheets -.-"" haha.. laters`

Wee =)

2005-05-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

Finally, my blog finally up! After 3 hours + of hard work! ahhh!! hahhaha its still nt good but i am rather lazy to post anything now -.- tired